Happiness
unhappiness meant unhappiness with mediocrity
with doing everything that has been done before, thought before, written before
now that I'm happy
does that mean I'm mediocre
and is that supposed to make me unhappy
is this a lovely circular loop from which one can't break
it isn't.
I'm happy, I'm alright
the only nagging feeling is of having deceived myself for all these years.
posted by Shujoy @ 6:32 AM
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and the person i met at the airport was a guy. and i hadn't met him in many years. :-)
And happiness is a drug, or a curse. And you will take it as you will, with consequences. caveat emptor, for happiness.
and the earlier parts of life may have been a refusal to let yourself be happy, and a lot of post-rationalization thereof.
and these are just guesses, having not known you at all, at all....
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